Wednesday, 27 April 2011
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what my heart yearns.. it's really scary. what i should not even be thinking about.
Sunday, 10 April 2011
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something that people always fail to see. and understand.
there is an obvious difference between solitude and loneliness.
and what makes it different is the level of contentment.
solitude is being content with being alone. whereas loneliness... there's a yen for company.
ah well. that being said, that's really it. there might be a mixture of both feelings sometimes, but personally i feel that if you were to feel that way, you're damn conflicted. as both feelings are supposedly mutually exclusive.
Sunday, 3 April 2011
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i'm feeling strangely moody these days. must be the hormones screwing me up.. ahh well..
family. suddenly i feel like i have none. home? what is home..?
friends. today, more than anyday, i feel the weight of friendship on me. the weight that gives me a really happy feeling. it's there, but not enough to crush a person.. enough to make you feel real. to feel alive.
and today, out of all days, i feel so tired of fighting the world. i'd been doing that my entire life.. fighting the rules, the norms, fighting against other people's beliefs. well i'm taking a break today. i'm going to be pathetic and feel miserable. and i'll be back tomorrow. stronger, and refreshed.
you watch me, world.