Monday 20 June 2011
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puzzles. my pet peeve. really!
i grew up with puzzles.. from really young, as far as i can remember, the classic - jigsaws. then word puzzles, number games.. and more jigsaws. :) word search, like tens of thousands of them completed just in my primary school years. even more of them through secondary school.. then sudoku came into my life - thousands of them again. (i average 30+ in a day? XD)
and now... i'm still doing them.. online jigsaws (yawn, i know), more word games - word search, scrabble whatnots, and more sudoku.
and speaking of jigsaw, i remember a 5,000 pieces set i helped a teacher with. that was indeed a nightmare. 5,000 pieces ranging from yellow to orange... -.-" oh, and that was van gogh's painting of the five sunflowers. well, that was what i remembered anyway. done in a week. :) that was quite a feat, since that was primary school. :D *prouddddd*
Tuesday 14 June 2011
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someone once mentioned to me..
all the good girls are either taken, or broken.
it may not be generally true. but it highlights an issue that's been around for.. ever?
getting hurt.. sometimes it's expectations. sometimes it's just a lack of understanding. sometimes it's deceit... or something else. but whatever it was, surely you would have anticipated in some corner of your mind, that you might get hurt in a relationship. surely you won't be that naive to believe that it wouldn't ever happen to you?
i had been naive. i had learnt the hard way.. but what of those girls with great guys by their sides? would you tie your guy down with everything in your arsenal? make days unbearable for them? wouldn't you think and walk a mile in their shoes before complaining, whining, and throwing that princessly temper about?
okay now that i just read through what i had been typing.. i realised it's all disjointed. wtf? i'm sorry but my train of thoughts had ran into bumpy grounds. bear with me, yep? (well the alternative is... click that red X on the top right hand corner :p)
well, to sum things up, what i'm trying to say is.. we are all people. there is a set of certain things we all like. respect, freedom, to name a few.. have you heard of do unto others what you want others to do unto you? yeah, you'll never go wrong to stick by it. never.
on a last note before i end this.. crappy post.. what i really want to say is, cherish the people around you for you wouldn't know when they'll leave you.. maybe even forever. keep them close, but give them the freedom they deserve and all should go well, savvy? well, and the if it's meant to be crap.. if you believe in that.. (:
Wednesday 18 May 2011
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usually when I get upset, I'm upset with myself.. for a myriad of reasons. yet this time, I'm like upset-squared - I'm upset with myself for being upset over someone else.
to me, having control over my emotions - it's power. because my emotions is the key to managing any situation..
had I been paying lesser attention than I should to my emotions? why would I be affected by someone who shouldn't affect me at all..? why..?
Wednesday 4 May 2011
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大切な友達だからずっと心配してね～ （ツ）
Wednesday 27 April 2011
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what my heart yearns.. it's really scary. what i should not even be thinking about.
Sunday 10 April 2011
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something that people always fail to see. and understand.
there is an obvious difference between solitude and loneliness.
and what makes it different is the level of contentment.
solitude is being content with being alone. whereas loneliness... there's a yen for company.
ah well. that being said, that's really it. there might be a mixture of both feelings sometimes, but personally i feel that if you were to feel that way, you're damn conflicted. as both feelings are supposedly mutually exclusive.
Sunday 3 April 2011
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i'm feeling strangely moody these days. must be the hormones screwing me up.. ahh well..
family. suddenly i feel like i have none. home? what is home..?
friends. today, more than anyday, i feel the weight of friendship on me. the weight that gives me a really happy feeling. it's there, but not enough to crush a person.. enough to make you feel real. to feel alive.
and today, out of all days, i feel so tired of fighting the world. i'd been doing that my entire life.. fighting the rules, the norms, fighting against other people's beliefs. well i'm taking a break today. i'm going to be pathetic and feel miserable. and i'll be back tomorrow. stronger, and refreshed.
you watch me, world.