Monday, 24 May 2010
♥
i am, as usual, not keeping promises i made to myself.
i saw something that really upset me just now. have to admit, i'm really really too defensive over things regarding my friends. especially people whom i consider really dear to me.
common test is coming in... a little more than half a month's time. which isn't a lot, to tell the truth. for cell tech, the format is 30MCQ+20T/F questions. a little... crappy, actually. but it's a mystery how they would set the questions.
some random stuff:
- driving : private or school?
- piano funds : in progress (0.0001%)
- search for a nice piano (definition by my standards: nice rich "resounding" bass) : in progress (0%)
- studying for
common test exams : in progress (20%)
Thursday, 6 May 2010
♥ friends are forever..?
listening to the theme song of 10 promises to my dog now.
really miss the time when we went to watch the movie. the days we walked along the beach, singing the same songs - songs that meant much to us, even if they meant different things. days when we are truly friends. when you lent me your shoulder to cry one. when we could talk about anything under the sun.
but fate has been kind - to be able to know you. it was such a miracle. we may be a town, and two years and a day apart. but how it is that we share so much in common? i don't know. that's probably why we clicked. but that alone wasn't enough for you to take my words as a friend, and stop being so... stupid.
seldom do i know someone who could take my words, no matter how meanly i put it, and think about it. see from my perspective. walk in my shoes.
maybe i'm not that great a friend to you, unlike you being such a fantastic friend to me. but i'll trying to understand. trying to walk in your shoes (literally, they will be over-sized so, yup, metaphorically.)
but despite all, i'm sure the day will come when you're no longer tied down by promises never meant to be made, and kept. till then, i wish you the best.
Monday, 3 May 2010
♥
well, somehow i'm just not used to school starting all over again.
miss the slacking :3
anyway, loads to do! today's lab was like, record-breakingly short. like 40mins, including time spent settling down and briefing. insane!
:D
well, loads to do. lab "re-porks" (according to marcus), piano practice. yadah!