of all the things i've regretted.

i regretted letting go of a friendship like no other. and thinking back, for a totally screwed reason too.

it sucks when history turns around and smack you right in the face.

but at least, we're taking steps to what was before. it may never be the same, but it's worth a try. and of course, smacking history right back in the face, as an added incentive.


159 days had gone by since...

the day i said YES to you, dearest darling :D

that's about 23 weeks. and every last second of the whole time i had known you,

i had been happy.

thank you for everything, 亲爱的 - you're my everything. ♥♥♥


happy fifth monthsary dearreest darling pig :)

these five month didn't come easy. especially for you. ns is tough, but you were dished more dirt than the rest. but the important thing is you survived, so far.

one and a half year to go. that is 18 months, give or take a little. and approximately 80 weeks. 80 book outs.

when you feel down, remember what i've given you. remember that i'll always be here, or there, or wherever you need me. remember that despite everything that could happen, you can always come back to me.

lots of love. (:


i'm in the e-learning plaza. the first time i stepped foot here. haha.

and i'm freezing.

♥'s having physio at sgh. wonder if it's over. wonder if he's feeling better.

i don't know if there is lecture later. jj say there isn't. regina says there is. me? i seriously don't know.

sigh.


i don't know what is it about december that makes people want to have accidents on the route that i'm taking to school. somehow.

i hate morning traffic enough already. and then there's this motorbike and a car that crashed (god, you should have seen the state of the bike). but seriously, leaving us with only one lane only slows traffic that wee bit. it's the busybody-ness of people that causes jamming. like mad.

i remember once dad mentioned that he saw an accident on the expressway. and the expressway is jammed. the catch is, the jam is on the road going the other direction, not the road that the accident occurred on. so yeah. -_-'' seriously. maybe they are trying to see the license plate number to buy 4D. just as typical singaporeans.


how much does it take for two person to believe in the same lie? not much, i guess.

i just hope that one day, you do not awaken from the lie and realise, "damn, why hadn't i seen this earlier?"

♥ pigpig, wishing you're here with me yet again. :) hope your field camp is going well. i hope, even though it's like wishful thinking - but that's really all i can do for you.

stay strong. it's always easier said than done.

but let's give our best okay?



realised that i hadn't been doing many many things on my to-do list. it's getting longer and longer each passing day.

somehow there always never enough time when ♥ books out.
somehow time always flies so fast whenever ♥books out. maybe it's in a hurry to.. somewhere.

just gotten maxmobile. haha damn nice. no more tolerating of horrible school network again. (just connecting is already a pain in the posterior end)

if i hadn't know you, i hadn't known love. you made my days worthwhile.
love still hurts but this time round, it's only your absence that made it hurt.
that is the extent of my love for you.♥

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