i'm sick of pretending i don't care.

what 十全十美 crap. i've got enough.


welcome back, junan's baby :)

was at white sands today with sis and the guys. while nic was queueing for his bubble tea, sis noticed this reeeeaaally ugly pink bike. it's hot pink, and obviously spray painted. badly. in other words, stolen. you could see the word s-t-o-l-e-n screaming at you. and we were telling junan. that's when he saw baby. the black spray painted bike behind the ugly pink one.

shortly after, nic, sis and junan confronted the guy. sis was scary, as usual. and i suppose the guy almost peed his pants. lol. he was trembling already. after some lying, he admitted that he stole baby and returned junan baby. :D


unbearable : the feeling when you lost something you treasure very much

unfathomable : why would someone lie over something supremely trivial

unbelieveable : the extent of what someone can do for love

unforeseeable : the foggy future

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can't believe that someone found out about.. something. feeling upset.

and no, i'm not letting anyone down.


do i really blog in cheemology english? O.O *ponders*

today is friday. supposedly book-out day. but my beloved is not booking out today :( hais.

i seriously need motivation. and plenty of self-discipline. to get me through the next 2.5 years in poly. i'm so dead.

someone i know dropped out of poly. that person isn't someone i'm close to, but still.

i'm going to repeat something i had been repeating a lot recently :



i'm unbelieveably tired today. hadn't been able to sleep last night. and i re-read audrey niffenegger's the time traveler's wife. touching story that i sort of knew inside out, like jodi picoult's my sister's keeper. but i'm reading for keeps, that's pretty much all.

missing my darling pig so badly today. maybe it's the book. maybe 'cos the weekend ahead really seems way too short. or maybe..

couldn't concentrate at all today. especially during piano. tired, i guess. pretty much brain dead. i spent much of the day in bed, reading. my eyes feel siap siap. and i can't go to sleep yet. oh wells.


was looking at my blog. then i realised that there's only LOVELESS under my notable posts. abit. lols. but i had thought that it was a really nice excerpt from CC. i still think so now. :D

well, some updates to my wish list, some additions to my links.. and yeeep. that's all. haha.


woke up pretty late today. today is like judgement day - bloody results released today.

didn't do as well as i wanted to. but actually, kind of expected. i handed many lab reports late. the disappointment.. ahh.. glen was telling me not to get too disheartened. i am disheartened, but i don't wish to admit it, somehow. it really gives me much motivation to totally kill the modules next sem. have to recover my GPA.

i didn't go for guitar today. my arm was hurting like fish. bloody wall. or bloody me, depending on how you see it. ._. glen agreed to help me get a copy of whatever they are doing today, if anything's new anyway.

spent much of the day in white sands today. sis was supposed to study. keyword: supposed. but she sort of tunes out so easily when it's studying time. it's not like we don't teach well or what.

tried jubeat for the first time today! haha. oh and i passed a song okay. not bad for a noooooob. serious.

i realised that i'd been feeling disturbed recently. oh well. that's kind of trivial at this moment, i s'pose. and there's this fishing idiot spamming my sister's tagboard. i suspect that idiot has got something to do with a certain b*tch.

my beloved seems to be having a bad time in his new camp. he hadn't called me yet today. hope he's doing well. someone said that he wouldn't hold up. you wait and see, he will. i have the absolute confidence.


this fawn is so damn adorable. :P

i'm feeling awfully excited now. haha!

going to tekong tomorrow. glen said there is nothing to see at tekong, but hey, i'm not going there for sightseeing. :D

it's glen's birthday coming friday. wahaha. and nope, not the same glen i mentioned earlier. HAHA, BIRTHDAY IN CAMP. how sucky.

well, turning in already. g'nite! :D

** edit: glen's birthday is on thursday. heh.



been ages since i really blogged.

exams were over for.. quite some time. 29th august was my last paper. and it seriously sucked.

i'm seriously too free during holidays. i'm really living for the weekends. which kind of lacks meaning, and is really stupid.

looking back, i missed those days in sec sch. poly - too free. and because of everything that happened, i hate how i really messed up my past 3 years. time is precious - and i only truly realised it after everything happened. by right, i would have already graduated.

what a loser, right.

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