it's been days since i last blogged.

days have been hectic, but that's not the reason why i hadn't blogged.

i had been gaming. (tsk, tsk, but oh well. i did that.) and well, a little wee bit of revising.

oh yeah, i picked up guitar. tough, getting the notes right. and getting the right strings. and it makes my fingers hurt like crazy. (plasters work like magic in such cases. :D)

michael jackson died. a few days ago. from a cardiac arrest. and it's awful sad. i had wanted to go to one of his concerts sometime in my life - just to see him dance, real life. but he died before i could do that. and doubtless, i'm sad about it.

who cares about all the crap about him splashed all over newspapers and whatever media - he's still good, and no one can really contest that. he was good. really good. rest in peace, m.j..


就是这样的一天。有时会发现自己一直一直想着一些东西。

感情。友情。亲情。

或许，根本应该顺其自然。但是对自己，与其一切，都没有信心。

这世界根本都没有完美的一天。也应该脚踏实地一点，现实一点。





noctis lucis caelum - the one guy at the moment that might just make my heart skip a beat. ah-hah, ff again. i did mention i'm a fff (:

LOVE the personality and looks the developers gave him - made him much more real a person as compared to the rest of the protagonists in previous installments of ff. well, i still like vincent very much. vincent ftw!

was watching tv just now. strangely, life is really about interpersonal relationships, money, status. attitude. the lack of justice. if loving a person is so painful, maybe it's time to let go. friendship is much easier to maintain. (:

life is damn complicated. friendship is easier than love. and yet, friendship can be the one factor that make your whole life miserable. especially when an erstwhile trusted friend betrays your trust. if someone you trust so much can do this, what can you say about others?

just some food for thought. people nowadays are really lacking something that i can't put a finger on. maybe when i think of it, i'll say. i just know, something isn't there.



i couldn't log into facebook just now. some of crap saying my account is not available due to some maintenance crap or something along the lines.

and.

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

oh well.

my arms are aching. (the girl wanted to act smart, holding the lappy with one hand, typing with another WHILE walking - no time to settle down to submit one bloody MC huh)


wanted to blog last night while i was in the midst of finishing up my DMD assignment. but blogger had something against me for some *king reason, so yeah.

was buying bubble tea in school today when i noticed A LOT of ADSS people. makes me miss someone all over again :3 hehe.

today's the last day of school. don't know whether to feel excited or not. CTs are after hols. somehow i'm looking forward to CTs. i'm not nuts, really.





misery loves company. no doubt about that.

i find myself waiting for a phone call that might not come. hopes always get dashed.

if there is no tomorrow ; what would you do?




FF guys are always sooo good looking :3

*hua chi*

xP


There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain
And the ones that observe

Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl
Don't like the back seat
Gotta be first
Oh

I'm like the ring leader
I call the shots
I'm like a fire cracker
I make it hot

When I put on a show
I feel the adrenaline movin' through my veins
Spotlight on me
And I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer
The dance floor is my stage
Better be ready
Hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me
In the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip
Everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus
Don't stand there watchin' me
Follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go
We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus
Ha Ha Ho Ho

There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me
And the ones that are scared
So baby I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship
So beware

I'm like the ring leader
I call the shots
I'm like a fire cracker
I make it hot

When I put on a show
I feel the adrenaline movin' through my veins
Spotlight on me
And I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer
The dance floor is my stage
Better be ready
Hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me
In the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip
Everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus
Dont stand there watchin' me
Follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go
We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus
Ha Ha Ho Ho

Let's go
Let me see what you can do
I'm runinn' this show
Just like a circus
Yea
Like a what
Just like a circus

All eyes on me
In the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip
Everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus
Don't stand there watchin' me
Follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go
We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

All eyes on me
In the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip
Everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus
Don't stand there watchin' me
Follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go
We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus
Ha


i effing woke up at 6 am today cos my tummy hurts like mad. :(

and i went back to sleep.

and i woke at 9am.

and i still refused to get out of bed till around 9:30.

lmaos. okay i'm lazy :D


my thoughts always race ahead, leaving me behind.

i'm feeling ten thousand emotions in a day recently. feeling good, bad, good and bad. oh yes.

suffocated ; the euphoric feeling that came with it.

oh yes, i'm liking it. (:

i was talking to my mentor a couple of days back. he had then mentioned that i think fast. i was kind of pleased with myself – getting a little swell-headed. anyway, consequences of thinking fast is that you will think too much, much more than others, really.

so, i was thinking about it. and i realised, it’s that exact reason why i’m so impatient with some people – i can’t fathom why they think so slowly; why they never realise things i realised aeons ago. which means my impatiences stemmed from my own “fast-ness”. which made me kind of miffed. :(

i was telling my sis about the alternate story of the three little pigs last night – then from there we went on to other fairy tales and children stories. then i found myself thinking – if real life is as simple and naive as those stories, everything would be so much better. love at first sight crap, then happily ever after crap. hais.

i reached school super early today. 8:30am. was practicing piano at home before leaving - i guess i left a little too early. haha. whatever.

feeling effing tired today. and my tummy bloody hurts. bloody monday indeed.

there's this strange guy in my class taking pictures of the girls. lol. which reminds me - i saw this really cute guy on the bus. :x but of cos lah, some ppl are just meant for looking at. x.x

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